sunday.

tagbacks (:

yingfeng: thanks, brother. i will.
qianhui: well, thanks. seriously u've been a great classmate.

its another fresh new morning,
that keeps mysteries in for me.

kept thinking ytd.
thinking abt the situation.
its really quite hard when suddenly u feel that the platoon turn against you.
nt really larh, just joel tan and sidney oon.
i dunno why they so scared of me holding a tweeny bit of authority.
maybe they're just afraid of the light,
or scared that my relovution will turn zhncc into a better company.
still rmb brandon. dear, dear brother.
despite having quarrels and prejudice with him,
this rich man's son still spoke up for me.
wad a real nakama!

ooh, there's not really much comments on the tagboard.
somehow i believe when ppl read my postd(esp her),
they will think that,
'aiya, that **ing pathetic guy. he ask for it.'
so, ya larh, its quite hurtful.
and then saw yingfeng tagging.
btw, yingfeng is one of my best buddies back in mps,
all along with the whole bunch of merry crew.
well, its a long time i ever seen him,
hope he's alright.

and also qianhui.
think she is one of the frequent visitors to my blog.
frequent. frequent.
then everytime i got very chia lat post she always lyk...console me larh.
dunno got use the wrong words not.

i thought of the whole night.
seriously, playing the bad guy for david tan isnt really that good.
dun believe, u ppl can ask yingfeng.
i can tell you that im seriously no bad guy,
no flirt, no horny. im just a bit dashing,
outspoken, and a bit of liar.
i think dear yingfeng would find me diff of my current stats.
even dear son thinks so.

playing the bad guy for a evil person to be the gd guy.
too hard. too tough.
i wanna return to be the old me of the past.
the outspoken, charismatic, handsome me.
now, it seems lyk most of the world has given up on me.
but everytime i think of leo, ken koh, kamarul...
those seniors that admire my talents,
i feel a sense of happiness.
and also thinking of nakama that has given me joy and encouragement,
brandon, weibin, oneechan, clarence, xavier...
i feel that im not down yet.

maybe its too late barhs.
2009 ending lerhs.
and i decided, to give up on her barhs.
wad i hope is,
those suckers lyk toh pei shan wun bring the stereotype of me everywhere.
i hope for next yr, i can start afresh.

maybe they cant understand that,
since the start, i act out all this.

I dunno whether is there anyone standing by me. But what i need to know is, when there's enemies, I'll kick their asses.