monday.

oh, wad a monday morning.

think tht has to dedicate this day to mugging lit.
cuz tmr got lit test.
and all the others test will follow.
so sian sia.
have no plans for today.
wad i only wan today is tht to get all my wk settled.
and study for my test.

was thinking abt alot of things in the morning.
thinking of my platoon, my class, my future,
my academics, and...her.

think of the once united part B under zhiwei.
when tingwei tio pump, we pumped together.
and used to be quite close with ck seah.
but now...haiz. all turned to dust.

think of the turbulence of last yr.
walking alone during recess, fighting for self,
treated as an outsider, individuality...
till today, when things finally turn a bit, abit better,
i dun have the time to enjoy.

and her.
dunno why im so immature last time.
go make her cry.
go quarrel with her.
go disiao her.
and now.
finally realise i did so much stupid mistakes.
but, maybe its too late.

well, i hope for the best.
tell her, okay no more censor,
사랑해요.