tuesday.

oh, wad a day.

and it started off with a morning assembly.
listening to some CIP and work experience stuff.
wonder if they have wk attachtment to army or rsaf?

typically screwed PE,
cuz it was volleyball. dun ask so much.
and had a HCL formal letter test,
and then was lit.
quite okay larhs, and english was so damn dry.
can see ms suba cant tahan us liao. next time try not to disiao her.
maths ended the day and i went home. pretty plain?

well,
somehow, i kept thinking of something.
i felt extremely bad at PE, and even more at english.
somehow, i also want wad other teenages are after.
it doesnt meant tht when i started off badly i have to stay it tht way.
all along, i potrayed myself as a joker, in order to keep the show going.
but, after all, im ordinary lyk any one of you;
im nt superman tht can withstand those emotional pressure and peer aloofness.
i must say again, i dun wanna be viewed as the lower one anymore;
i want to soar and fly.

i thought it doesnt matter if i dun look gd.
i thought it doesnt matter if i have v shape.
but now it does matter.
ppl aloof me, for obvious first impression,
and v shape, is wtf-ing treated as 'fat' in zhss.

i would really want to tell her * **** ***.
but, looking at the situation,
its better tht i go bk to be the tough man tht walks alone.

oh, and i tell ziying tht she's a talent today.
for no reasons, but i see potential in her.
one day if i ever set up a crew or a political party, she must be the first to join.

bk to the story.
it just seems bad when u have nth u can be proud of.
i mean, no talents. no abilities.
so i always wanted something lyk mera mera no mi(fire fire fruit),
pika pika no mi(light light fruit),
or even oni oni no mi(demon demon fruit).
maybe with some abilities,
i might be a better person.

tell her,
i **** her,
and im serious.
mah, maybe its better to be tht tough man walking alone.
tales of the lone ranger aint too bad.