back :D

okay. i am back. back by popular demand.

actually thought of really going into recluse for two months.
but thinking about it, it's going to have long term effects.
it's going to affect my writing skills,
as well as my reasoning, analysing skills.
so, i've decided, to put more censorship and write lesser each time.
and try to write about more meaningful things barh. hahas.

FSD just finished today.
well, the preliminary rounds.
thinking back about FSD, it was a high challenge,
as well as a life lesson to me.
i really learned a lot about life in FSD.
to know what the men wants,
how to bridge between the superiors and the subordinates,
as well as how to work efficiently with your peers.
we officially took two weeks to prepare,
and being able to give such a standard performance at HQ today,
i really feel happy and proud of those who stick with me in the team.
and FSD was what that taught me,
'it's not the end product, but it is the process that does matters.'
thanks guys, for all the teamwork and effort put in.

how a load have been release fro me,
it's time for me to reschedule the time to do something else.
well, i think i'll try to use these time for gym, exercising;
PFT is round the corner, so might as well tone myself well for the PFT.

and then, thinking about it, it's really not a good choice to close the blog.
well, there's a group of frequent visitors to my blog;
that was what that motivated me to blog daily then.
well, blogging not just only allows me to portray my thoughts and philosophy;
it also helps me a great deal in my english.
so, at first mr ang said that blogging was one factor that makes the class shun me.
well for now, who gives a damn about all these!
as long as i know, for now, i've changed a great deal,
and there's a purpose for life,
i don't think i really need to give a mind about how others think of me.
let it work the old way;
let them learn to accept, like how 2e3'09 did so.

just feels that after today,
another chapter of life have ended;
yet another one is coming.
and i realised how much different i am compared to what i am in the past,
which i only realised when some old classmates told me.

sometimes i feel that life shouldn't be too hardcore.
'happiness is success', said one of my ex-classmate;
yes, as long as we are happy being ourselves,
happy doing with what we are doing,
we are already considered successful people.

thinking about situations back in school;
its still a big headache for me.
maybe i'll try the old trick by,
'proving you wrong by doing it in your face'.

to conclude, i must say,
i don't really cares about what defamers and wimps think after reading my post.
mr ang told me to stop blogging because,
there are ppl who reads my blog and gets the damned wrong idea,
and starts to defame me.
well who gives a damn about it? let it be!
as long as i know, there are tons of people out there who knows how i'm like actually,
and then there are people who knows how i actually think,
and there are people who decipher my post,
that's already more than enough.

Be yourself. Be happy.