one survey, two surveys.

aiyo, today is another school day!
sometimes, having the feeling to dread coming to school,
isn't really that good.
firstly before i type anything,
i must say my heartfelt thanks to those people who cheered me on.
and to roly poly. thanks a lot for that tag :D

well things didn't go that nice today.
morning i had a joker who poked fun at me.
but that didn't spoils the appetite for the day.
what is killer is the drowsy and hectic schedule that is to come.
lessons lessons lessons. plus all the sh*t you will get from your 'residence'.
'learn to look at the positive side',
said one of my frens earlier in a convo.
but don't really like it when things ain't that positive.

tomorrow is an important day for me.
not because its oral, not because its release of FSD results;
but its the day that i can have another convo with Mdm Zhang Hong.
i really missed those days back in her class,
where she taught me so many wisdom of life.
maybe tomorrow i'll gain another little wisdom through her oral.

suddenly starts to like english lessons a lot.
now i really know what 用心良苦 means.
Mdm Linda Ng is one teacher who does that.
not just that she did her job;
she made that profession something that seems so saintly.

just thinking that Mr Ang told me to stop blogging for awhile,
but yet i'm here, writing my views.
well, in fact i don't really care if that bunch of people read this stuff or not;
what matters is that there are people out there who reads my blog,
like a habit, like addiction.
and i write for my own purpose, i write so that i'm happy!

well, sometimes i'm wondering if i'm wasting time as it comes.
studying for the sake of studying,
come home and everything's all about CS,
and then wasting half an hr of recess stoning in class;
well, in fact, that's how life is for me.
plain, a bit of aimless at the moment.
i would really like to have someone that i can really chat to;
not just acquaintances. wait, i don't even have acquaintances.

blogging in fact, becomes a life passion at this stage of life.
not just only it leaves me some records to reflect on;
it tells you readers how i feel, how i think.
and most importantly, this is my world;
my site where i can fly full fledged, without obstructions.
not like NCC with daggers trading all around,
not like my class..err (censored censored censored),
not like any other place else where i couldn't display my talents.
here people come for the sake of reading my post?
better than nothing.

had not gone to FAC for a long time.
because the policy changed that we have to return to assembly straight after our jogs.
wait till i learn how to pick that lock of my class,
so i can enter and leave class without obstruction.