sea breeze.

finally, the holidays are already here.
yea, i can have some good sleep,
getting down to some enjoyment,
a bit of poetry here and there,
and then a little bit of counter strike.
well this only last for two days,
before i get my ass back to school for RTC.

spammed the computer yesterday just to celebrate the coming of hols.
and then, had a little online chat with one my my classmate,
who got stuck with me in the same class for three years.

one of those that really knows what is in me,
and who i am.
well, listened to her analysis of my situation in the class.
here's a little excerpt of it:
"when a new kind of meat is introduced to the market,
you will not see that the meat will get famous with consumers overnight.
consumers will still get stuck with the traditional chicken and pork;
but overtime the market will get used to the new product,
and start consuming it, like any other traditional meat."

using meat to describe the situation sounds kinda weird,
but at least it provides a very detail perception.

i was just setting my mind to thinking about certain stuff.
my dreams, RTC, and then some of my peers back in school, my teachers.
well just talking about my dreams saddens me sometimes.
my dreams changed every two years.
well, i do really want to be a journalist, traveling around the world;
but one day if i have the capital i will set up an entertainment company,
nurturing my own brand of stars and celebs.
yes, and at that time i will be 'the boss of bosses'.

somehow i began to look forward to RTC,
which is something i really dread,
because of the conspiracies and struggles by various powers over the planning.
i look forward to cooperating and working with certain people,
which in the past i had little chance to;
ming kang, chang jun, ming han.
these are people that i really look forward to working with.
ming kang is a simple yet profound man;
chang jun is an easygoing yet understanding person.
it'll be great working with these folks.

and then still thinking a bit about situation in school.
at times i really feel like a failure in certain parts of life;
not having peers around me, sucking at relationships and sorts.
but then, taking a look at my report book,
i feel that i have fulfilled my job as a student. haha.

Everyone is No. 1