rolling waves

a day come, and is going to end. like this.

somehow today seems a bit of pleasant, for no special reason.
english lesson was fun this morning.
we did something on physical description,
and then the work's pretty interactive.
just realised that i began to like all the teachers teaching my class.
haha, dunno why, but i just like them.

really liked physics and HCL lesson today.
we had this experiment during physics,
which resulted in me and aren spilling a bucket of water on the floor.
and poor Ms Ng have to clean the mess :X

somehow began to find the new HCL teacher, Mr Zou(sp?) a nice guy.
he's quite interactive, and he's somewhat a joker.
oh, and i can see that he practice a bit of the okama-way.
next time i shall be okama to him :D

and then had tuition, which was suspended last week.
miss all the usual jokes, guai lan actions in the class.
at least i see a little bit of those today. fun larh haha.

and i just realised, how much i hate people who are boastful,
who are stubborn, for the current moment.
then i just realised that i used to be a person,
that was stubborn, boastful.
really, not to show off or what,
but i feel the change that was brought along when the series of events taken place.
now, i've learned to be more cool-headed, soft, humble.
well, i really hope that this change will be for eternal;
i like being who i am now.

made a little daily prayer for myself,
which maybe i'll put up in my profile.
it goes like this:

grant me the willpower;

to be the fiercest in chaotic times,
to be the calmest in peacetime,
to use my strengths to overcome my shortcomings,
to be able to overcome whatever obstacles that comes my way,
to remind myself to be humble and low-profile always,
to abstain myself from sinful actions and deeds, and prevent them from happening,
to uphold justice all the time, to the utmost,
to gain knowledge and enlightenment from every single event i go through,
to bear with the most unbearable, to soften the hardest,
to fight all enemies that are against social morals,
to endure through all hard times,
to be thankful for whatever i have,
to be gracious with whatever i'm given.

and to throw away all unhappiness and sadness that happen everyday,
so i can start the next day happy and joyful.